Not Used To It

There's no mistake, I'm in love with you
And I know, misery is what we're used to
But it's like going against nature naturally
We're born to struggle, but with you I feel free
Can't we just forget about the past?
I'd like to be brand new at last
Because I don't feel like I deserve to smile
But fuck it, I won't question it, I won't deny
I feel as insecure as you
I've never been this happy too
But if being out of place is the cost
Then let's rendezvous at the Bureau of Lost