Blind

I know this is not unconditional
We're just in the dark running into walls
More interested in protecting ourselves
Putting more trophies into our shelves
Best Comeback, Most Right Answers, Most Likely To Not Change
How many hurtful sentences are we willing to exchange?
I feel deranged
With how much of myself I've modified
Just so I can better fit the profile
So you would always have that smile
I can accurately say that I did change for the better
But I can't let go of me altogether
If you can't accept me for who I am right now
Then this won't work
I can't see how.

Short because I don't have much to say

What do you see
When you look at me?
I have a big heart that makes me limp
That's why I have a swagger, not because I think I'm a pimp
And when I was in school, what do you see?
My sight doesn't stray, they're the ones cheating off of me.
Jack of all trades, they always say
But when will that royal flush come my way?

Part of a poem I deleted by accident =\

I'm so afraid for you to see me without make up on
Will my scars and blemishes cause you to run?
I try so hard to seem perfect, that's my imperfection
And when you catch me flawed, I always have an objection
To what you are saying, even though you are right
I just don't want to be judged under the spotlight
I'll fold and you can call, I don't really mind at all
I just want to be in the background, you can be the wonderwall